Medical Checklist

Tonight while the boys are sleeping and BJ is on a mini mission trip to Grundy, I'm curling up in bed with Google on my iPad and the medical (etc) checklist. It's not a fun time.

I keep thinking about our boys. Both have a known medical condition (though neither impact our lives at this point) - but on paper HAE and a heart issue would sound pretty scary. And of course with bio babies you don't make these choices. Maybe that's why it feels so unnatural to do this.

We have a lot of praying to do.